Do you believe in your feelings, especially when you feel very anxious and you would think, 'something bad is going to be happened'?

Well yes, in a certain extent I do believe so. Just this early morning (like after 12am till 6am) I did not sleep at all. Usually I go to bed around 4, I went to sleep earlier at around 3 am, closed eyes for 2 hours but I just could not sleep. I had a lot of things in mind which I don't really remember why the hell was I thinking about them at that point of time. 6am. I tried to sleep again. I heard sounds outside my room. Parents probably woke up already. 7am. Mum 'woke' me up. Great.

At those times where I struggled to sleep, an accident happened. I barely knew this girl, we just shook hands a few weeks ago and then now she's gone. I did not remember her face until I opened my friends' facebooks. She was with 2 boys and both are fine. Well. Gone too soon, very soon. Like, *poof!* and when you asked God, 'why? why her?' nobody could ever answer those cause I'd asked many times to God before. But remember:

'for my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways are my ways' - book of Isaiah.

I hope that her best friends, family and people who loved her have strength to get through this.

Anyway, most probably at that time I was consuming too much chocolates that able to wake up brain cells and I was consuming coffee in the evening. Well, nobody knows neither myself. So guys, don't eat chocolates especially when you want to sleep earlier and you want to sleep well.

to talk about death, it always reminds me of you. Geez. Just take me away with you I'm so bored right now!

oh dear.
RIP Cynthia Mantero.

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“Pooh, promise you won’t forget about me, ever. Not even when I’m a hundred.”

“How old shall I be then?”

“Ninety-nine.”

Pooh nodded.

“I promise,” he said.

Still with his eyes on the world Christopher Robin put out a hand and felt for Pooh’s paw.

“Pooh,” said Christopher Robin earnestly, “if I—if I’m not quite” he stopped and tried again —”. Pooh, whatever happens, you will understand, won’t you?”

“Understand what?”

“Oh, nothing.” He laughed and jumped to his feet. “Come on!”

“Where?” said Pooh.

“Anywhere,” said Christopher Robin.

I had posted this thing once somewhere, I think I posted it here but I don't care. credits to fuckyeahpooh (but deleted) so goes to ilovepooh. and of course, A.A. Milne, who invented the silly old bear Winnie the Pooh.

I found some amazing things on the internet these few days. Oh geez, just check out my tumblr page! *promo*

Bonjour.

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WOW look at the number of days. Lame shit. I changed it but the number is still that gigantic 267 days!

Help?

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Rumah Dara or Macabre was likely to be one of 'worth-to-watch-indonesian-movies' in 2010. Don't worry there will be no spoiler here, I wont crap about the stories and things. Just want to complain comment on some specific scenes.

I was late for about 10 minutes, I watched it from the scene where they all having dinner. We (my friends and I) were like 'ah what the fak so boring la who the hell is he' or whatever. So yeah no comment about the beginning scenes. I was enjoying the scenes when they started to cut and slice them, instead of being scared watching such scenes, I was evil-laughing hard. I discovered that I have this sense of satisfaction when the quiet fat man was cutting the head! Well, I mean they looked funny. They did not look THAT scary. Especially Daanish as Dara, who tried to manipulate her voice to be very 'low', was like a major fail. I know other reviews are commented on that too!

One of my favourite scene was the girl in red, I don't remember her name (I don't remember all the names to be exact) when she was chasing after 3 muskeeters people-whos-head-going-to-be-sliced-off who tried to run away from that house and that girl in red was using bow and arrow to shoot them. I like her red dress and her shoes! Compared it with Dara's shoes, come on man it was too modern for a 1889's! I mean, what the hell? Why don't she wear a pair of t-strap mary-jane?

look at it, isn't the heel could crush your eye(s) enough?

Overall, I think this movie is just a comedy for me. I laughed most of the time. From Julie Estelle's fugly face like after she got several punches, Daanish's 'low' voice, that robotic boy (I forgot his real name too) who had 9 souls I mean the difficulty to kill him was legendary, Aming's scared face, Dara's sadako scene and etcetera. Except for the other 2 killers, no (other) comment for the girl in red and that quiet fat man. In addition, I like the house, vintage! Especially those deers' heads hanging on the walls! and the camera!

3 thumbs up for the jokes movie.

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“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.” - AA Milne

I'm putting my dream to get into Film course on hold. For good.

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So finally after long time waiting - hoping that this movie will be released on theatres but NO. I've been waiting for it but NO there's no sign that this movie will ever be in theatres. So yeah I bought the DVD, watched the first few minutes and found out the (first part of) movie was what the fuck so boring, it was just about a boy ignored by his sister. BUUUUT now I have time to watch it till the end of the movie! And its amazing, well if you compared the effects with avatar of course avatar has more complicated effects. But... when I was watching this, I was wondering if I could touch or even HUG the wild things although they're a bit 'stiff'. I mean, they're like, real, instead of teletubbies with 'evil' inside. LOL if you know what I mean. No? Fine. Don't read. I'm serious.

I don't really like to tell stories here. You could just read the story line on wikipedia, right? Oh well then. Move on. the soundtrack! by KAREN O AND THE KIDS!! (and I regret that I couldnt watch yeah yeah yeahs concert in Singapore, dont know when but its over already!) She's just amazingly amazing. I recommend the song 'Igloo' (although she wasn't really sing but I like!) and 'All Is Love' :)

I believe that the book is cooler than the movie. Especially for the timeline-problem. In the movie, Max gone for a few days and he sailed to the island 'where the wild things are' and there's no any sign whether it was just his imagination or he is really gone for a few days. While in the book, (I didn't read the book but how do I know this?) Max went into his room and met with the 'wild things' and when it's 'over' it was still the same day (I believe so, dont you think the same thing as me?).

Soooo yeah. I guess I could only give 4 out of 5, for the perfect scenes that never fail to make me goes 'WOW' and the perfections of the clowns wild things. Cheers for Carol and Max. I wish that I could have a realisation of my imaginations too. Enough said. LETS GO WILD RUMPUS STAR!

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Howdy,

I'm officially a school-less person right now. Graduated from secondary school and got my GCE 'O' Level results. Not really bad results, pass English although only a C6, 3 B3s, 2 distinctions. Choosing a course I really want is not a problem for me. I want to go into cinematography, if not, photography will do. Visual communication will be in my last choice as there are lots of people choosing it. No thanks.

Location or which country I wanna go is the problem. Singapore again? I don't know. I mean if I really have no other choice I would love to go back to Singapore. Netherlands? I'm okay with it but its 20hours far from Indonesia. Australia? Maybe yes, my choice would be Brisbane, less Indonesians and only a year to get a diploma. But... Australia? I was like big NO to Aussie. :| I just want to be away from home. I told my parents, even if I got into local universities in Surabaya, even its only 5 steps with closed eyes or just drag my ass 5 cm from my house, I want to stay in apartment by myself. My house is not a conducive environment to study. Seriously.

Talk much about my further education eh? I'm sick of it already. Just don't tell me this school is bad this school doesn't have good facilities or what the hell the schools are.

I'm making the right decision and I talk crap. Whatever.

Best regards.
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If you rescue me, I'll be your friend forever, 
Let me in your bed, I'll keep you warm in winter, 
All the kiddies are playing and they're having such fun, 
I wish that could happen to me, But if you rescue me, 
I'll never have to be alone again. 
Oh the cars drive so fast and the people are mean, 
and sometimes it's hard to find food, 
let me into your room, I'll keep you warm and amused, 
all the things we can do in the rain 
If you rescue me, I'll be your friend forever, 
Let me in your bed, I'll keep you warm in winter, 
Oh someday I know someone will look into my eyes 
and say, "Hello, you're my very special kitten," 
So if you rescue me, I'll never have to be alone again

La science des rêves (2006)

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