Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. 

I wish I could just be more conscious than I am now. I fell in love and I'm high. My heart is broken and I'm messed up. Things I did were beyond chronic. Building a trust is never easy. You see. Sometimes I questioned myself, why do we tend to hurt the one that we love so much?

So I'm starting over. Everything. Turning over a new leaf, it is. (Still with the same feeling I have for a particular person, it's something I don't want to change. No. I'm not wrong to have such feeling. SHUT UP.) - sorry, a monologue.

I'm back to the girl I used to be when I first came back to this lovely city, alone, read a lot of books, watch a lot of movies, no friend... The girl I used to be. Realising that is so much fun and things I enjoy to do. Oh and fuck the rest.

Welcome back, sanctuary.

when you coming down think of me here,
I got no distance left to run.

dan semuanya belum berakhir.