Hello, it's been awhile! I should have write something more personal here, if that is what you want. Heeeee. So I've been busy with school and assignments, I enjoy being busy and tortured with assignments to be honest. Yes I'm a masochist, mentally. K, let's go back to the topic. I don't really know what should I write here hahaha. You know you should follow me on twitter if you have one. My twitter is always updated daily and it's not private anymore, and I hope you're happy enough with that ;p

Well as you know, I didn't study in neither Netherlands and other countries I've mentioned (and I wanted to, sigh!). Simply because I have to take either A-levels or Indonesian national exams if I want to study there. The easier way is to take the national exams here in Indonesia. But there are some problems that I can't take the exam. I didn't take Biology and the mathematics I learned in secondary school did not cover all 'cause I took E-maths not A-maths. So it's like... errrrr. I have to study again and more. I don't mind study again but the time was just not right. I was just having my O-levels and then study again for national exam? Hell no :p So I decided not to take the exam, though with the certificate I could go to local universities and yes, other countries. And by the way I heard that my frrrriend Betharia will be taking her exam next month, so all the best! (and suddenly, I recall when we studied together for O-levels, hehe)

Still don't know whether I'm going to other countries to study or not. I like to live here in my hometown but I hate it when I have to live under the same roof with my parents and brothers. It's not that I hate them. I hate being pampered, I used to live independently and now it's like I'm forced to depend most of things on my parents (Wait, take note that I don't have maids here, thanks). Sigh. And seriously how I hate to live in such inconvenience country (well, no further explain about it :p). Don't know how to put it in words. I just wish I could study overseas again and be on my own. Sometimes I feel much younger than usual. LOL. Especially when I hang out with my junior high school friends, sometimes I think they're still the same like they used to be. BUT HEYYYY they're now graduated from senior high school already. See how time flies. People like me, who don't see you in years are the one who can see whether you've changed or not ;)

So I believe that this blog post should be categorised to 'heart-to-heart'. Haha. Just being general. Did I forget to warn you that this is not all-lovey-dovey blog? ;p