It's been awhile. I know, I KNOW. Life’s been hectic these past few days. Urm. Not really. Urm. Well. This is the point where you tried to think back to a few weeks ago and tried to remember the things that made you 'busy' but you just can't because you can't remember what you've done these past few weeks. Ha. Never mind me.

So, I was just looking through my flickr and deviantart and trying to look for photos of myself back then. Then I saw one of the comments written there. Then, ah fuck. It hit me again.

You know, that moment, when you are recalling those memories that had a great impact and changed your entire life, those what-ifs popped out and then you feel guilty, because of the things you didn’t do but you should, you know.. and so on and so forth, and so the cycle goes on.

Everything happens for a reason. Do you agree?

I remembered a good friend of mine told me this, 'you know, when you are recalling your memories, it's like looking at car’s wing mirror. It’s there just so you can look at it and not to make you sad.' Then I amazed how I could go through so much. You see, eventually and somehow, you'll move on. Because eventually you get tired of being stagnant. 

I wish things were different. Everyone does. Life’s as easy like that.

Just being random. Just wondering. Just saying.