You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand between my lovin' arms
And no matter how you hurt me, I will love you till I die

I ain't no vision, I am the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Semanggi Surabaya and Barbra Streisand by Chiquitaclarissa

First time mashing up songs for project's sake, ended up.. badly done. This was meant for fun.

 

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling
won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4

You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know

You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe 

(drawn by @toroelmar)

Hello, September, my month!

Have you noticed that the title of my blog has changed? :) It's not easy to change a blog's title. I've been using 'you and the night and the music' like... forever. Naaaah, actually it was the day when I bought Jamie Cullum's Pointless Nostalgic and there's a song titled 'You and the Night and the Music'. Then I started to put it as a title on my multiply's. Now you see, changing a blog's title is not as easy as changing your clothes or underwear. It's more like, cutting your long hair to a very short one by yourself. Significant change.

and a blog's title is an identity.

'Me and You and Everyone We Know', is a 2005 movie directed by Miranda July. One of my favourite. I discovered this movie again after my iTunes shuffled Michael Andrews' When I Call a Name, which is the soundtrack of this movie. Watch, and realise something.

and I just feel like writing about blog's title thingy which is so irrelevant. Hihi.

Hello, this is the first time I'm making a list about movies I wanna watch in 2011. Actually I did make one in 2010 but I didn't manage to finish it, it's still in my draft. Lol. Here are some of the movies I want to watch, for now, there are 10 of it in random order. Feel free to name me other movies and I would love to hear and wait for other great movies to come.

1. Somewhere

A movie by Sofia Coppola, one of my favourite filmmakers. Virgin Suicides, Lost in Translation, Marie Antoinette... all of them are in my favourite movies ever. The movie won Venice International Film Festival, starring Stephen Dorff and Elle Fanning. Hopefully and I know, it is a good one.

2. My Blue Valentine

Well, just because. Lol. It's just that the movie title and the posters look pretty depressing. and I LOVE depressing movies. and it's Michelle Williams. I don't know whether this movie will be played in local cinemas. Oh well. :(

3. Black Swan

I'm not really a fan of thriller but I'm a fan of Portman! And maybe because it's ballet, I've learned ballet for 7 years, when I was a kid. It's like one the small things that left from my childhood memories. OKAY beyond the topic. LOL. It's Portman and her fiancé, I believe it's a good one. And Oh, I heard that this movie is tentatively released in Indonesia on February.

4. Jane Eyre

JANE EYRE! I've read that old-British-English-book, written by Charlotte Brontë. Starring Mia Wasikowska, remember Alice in Wonderland? Besides that, good poster. I love that font. I know, always judge a movie by its poster.

5. Les Amours Imaginaires

Xavier Dolan. I just fell for you. He's the actor, writer and the director. This movie will be premiering in Cannes Film Festival. Ah. Speechless.

6. Rango

One of animation movies that will be released in 2011. Looking at Rango gives me a chill actually, it's a bloody chameleon! Dubbing by Johnny Depp. *awh* I'm also expecting Pirates of Carribean this year. YAY!!

7. The Other Woman

All hail Natalie Portman. Another movie starring her. There's another one also, a comedy-drama titled 'No String Attached' however I prefer 'The Other Woman'. Well you know, comedy-drama movies are better to be watch at home not in cinema :p This movie based on a novel titled Love and Other Impossible Pursuits by Ayelet Waldman.

8. Restless

A movie by Gus Van Sant, starring Mia Wasikowska *roll eyes* it supposed to be released on Sundance however Columbia withdrew the film. So further notice for the release date. I know it will be good. It's Gus Van Sant!

9. Skateland

10. The Smurfs

I don't remember The Smurfs that much, but I'm playing Smurf Village on my iPhone :p HAHAHA. I LOVE THE SMURFS.

Beware: once you hit the play button, you wont be able to clear the song from your mind and you'll hit the play button again. and again. and again. and repeat the same video. You've been warned.

Enjoy. PUDDI PUDDI!

"In dreams you don’t need to make a distinction between things. Not at all. Boundaries don’t exist. So in dreams there are hardly ever collisions. Even if they are, they don’t hurt. Reality is different. Reality bites."

 

- Sputnik Sweetheart