Today was your birthday.

I still remember July 15th a year ago, I texted you, on time. Didn't get a reply. But you wrote a comment on my blog post at that day. Your present from one or two years ago which I have not give it to you (well now that I cant), I believe, still inside my cupboard. I don't know what to do with that. I don't want to throw it, I don't even want to touch it. I want it to be there and maybe someday it'll be gone without me realising it. Yeah, impossible.

Anyway, though your age stopped at 29 but well, 30 years ago you were born today. Just a reminder that everyone still and always remember you. I wished you the best of all the best, as usual. I wished you won't forget me, too.

To my dearest. Best friend, lover, teacher too, and everything. I missed you to bits.